My life in a nut shell

Well the past few days have been totally crazy bussy. The show that I am working on is going up this weekend. Alot of stuff isn't done yet and this is stressing everyone out. We have been in the theater late into the night for the past week or two. So everyone in the theater department is going nuts. But I am pretty sure that things will come together, its not like we have a choice now is it. The show must go on. As they say. But I am really excited about this show. My first big show on the main stage that I get to be box office manager for. So yay!!!

On the note of my sisters, the Alphas became Deltas the other day and I am so very proud of all of them!!! They are great sisters and I can't wait to see what they do in ADPi. You only get out of ADPi what you put into it and I can't wait to see just what they put into the mix. I am also very happy with all of the "old" Deltas this past year was really hard on us all but we did a great job and I think we are still doing a great job. I know I can't wait to see just what happens in the next term with the new officers in place. There are a few sisters who are worried about their up and coming offices but I think everyone will do a great job. Change that I know they will. Each and everyone of them live for this sorority and I know they will what ever is best for our chapter as a whole.

Now on to the me part: I have been very sick here these last few months I don't really know why I am getting so sick every time I turn around but eh I guess I can't really do anything about that other than get a body replacement and since that is not an option I guess I will have to keep taking my meds and just go on with my life. I have been missing a lot of class and I feel really crapy about it but I just haven't been able to get out of bed because I've been so sick and just really sleepy. But I am hoping that that is over now, and I can start going to all of my classes everyday. At least that is the goal. I have started to branch out on the whole friend thing in stead of just hanging out with like 2 or 3 people I am trying to hang out with groups of people. Trying be the key word. Anyway I am tired of typing so I will stop this random typing and try to get some sleep. Nighty night all of you out there in cyber land.

Current Mood: content

Well I'm here in AL. been here for a bit but I haven't even moved in to my room yet because I've been to bussy doing ADPi stuff. Also I've just been kinda lazy. teehee. I will be starting classes on Monday. I'm really excited about them. I get to do costume crafts, where I get to make a bunch of fun things like shoes and hats. Stuff like that. That class I'm so looking forward to. Well I'm watching a movie and I need to move my stuff in to my room. so later

Current Mood: content

so i broke my finger. Yeah it hurts. I can't really type. and I'm getting ready to go see a movie. so later!

I am home. Back in VA. I haven't done anything. But let me just say this. I love it here but I miss my friends in AL. I am looking for a job, haven't found one yet. But still looking. I will only sooo not work in fast food ever!!!! I haven't seen many people yet, most of them have been working and stuff. I should be seeing some people this weekend though. Oh I rode a bull!!!! You know one of those fake things at some steak places. It was so much fun!!! I fully enjoyed it. I will have to go hunt another one down and ride it again. teehee. I really enjoy watching people. Today there was an older man sitting in a coffee shop and he would stare into space for like 5 minutes at a time then he would type some on his laptop he was a picker, you know the type that only use 2 fingers to type with. Then he would go back to staring. I wanted to ask him if he was maybe writing a book or something I think he was writing an email... I could see his computer from where I was sitting. Still kind of strange to sit and stare when your typing an email. Unless its a very hard email to write like he's leaving is wife and 5 kids and he's sending them an email telling them because he can't do it in person. Or he could be asking his wife to come back to him. That could be a hard email to write. who knows. I like watching people and making up reasons for what they are doing. Any way to coffee!!
Oh to the person who commented on my last post... get a life. If my live journal sucks so much why are you reading it? Why do you care? It's mine. You don't have to read it you know. Oh and my spelling.. I know it sucks!! You don't have to tell me that. Really. I kinda like the fact that my spelling is bad. It makes it different. Again I say get a life. If it is really that important to you that MY live journal be more fun (or whatever) with great spelling: hint: turn off the computer, get out of the chair, find a new hobby. Go try being a normal humanbeing for bit you just might like it. :) :) Just trying to be helpfull!!!

Well it is the week before finals and it seems as though I have more to do than ever. I am very frazeld at this point in time. Last night I stayed up working on my acting monologoue portfolio that I forgot all about un till like 2 days ago. In the back of my mind I knew about it but from some strange reason I just didn't care. The thing that is really worrying me is my directing 1 scene. I have to direct a 10 min scene. This is due sunday. I was unable to start rehursals.... blocking rehursals untill just recently. So I am very worried about that. I hope everything can get done and be good. I also have to study for my history final. Just so everyone knows if you call me... email me... livejournal me... more than likely I won't respond because I don't have the time or the energy. I feel bad about this but that is just the way it works.

Current Mood: sleepy

What celestial choir do you resonate?

Thunder, lightning, down pour!! Last night was great. I went to go play in the rain with Brett. We went to the park and played on the metal playground untill the lightning got a little to close for comfort then we walked around the black park untill the power went out and we decided it was time to go. Then we walked back to my dorm, while getting compleatly soaked!!!! It got worse the closer we got to my dorm. It was great. I love storms, I love everything about them. To me they are a blast. I like playing in them and I like just watching them happen to the world out side. Alabama has some great storms!!!
Oh I also had a dance performance yesterday, where I had a solo, in which I triped because I had never danced in the costume so I had to change up my dance and take stuff out because I knew if I tried doing it I would fall flat on my face, so I had to improve which was a lot of fun!!! I had a blast. But I'm always the one going... wow that could have been so much better. I need to do this next time blah blah blah. so yeah. But all in all it was a great show!!! I had to change like 5 times and I was on stage the whole time except for like 3 dances. So at the end I was dying!!! Which wasn't that fun. teehee. But now I look back and laugh. so yay. I will probly look at the dvd and laugh my butt off!!! teehee. I want to take real dance classes from a school some where around here. I will have to start looking into that. I miss dance. I love dance.

Current Mood: jubilant
Current Music: One step closer

I hate my life!!!! Driving me nuts. One of my actors for my directing one sceen just quit. I am going to fail my class. Also I don't have enough costume applied hours in so I'm probly not going to pass that class either. And I've been going all the time. Like I've only missed that class like 3 times. And thats it!!! Its not like I skip out on this class. I love this class. I'm going to have to go to John and be like look can I clean out the costume closet and try and at least get like a B?? I hate spring term. Hate it!!! I'm so stressed out and I don't know why. Oh well. I guess I should go to homework and try to find another actor to play in my sceen.

Current Mood: Shitty

Well I am just sitting here working on the history of my sorority chapter for this past year and I decided that it was time for a break. I am really sleepy and I'm thinking about calling it a night. I had a rehursal with one of my actors tonight it went really well. We talked about what the character is really about and how she got that way. So all in all it went really well for only have one person there. I will be meeting with my other actor tomorrow. Today was the twister chalange and it was soo funny. We made 4 people play on one mat and then we had it so that two sets of 4 people were playing on 2 mats (sepret games, but one spinner) and the team left twisted up wins. It was really funny because for the last game it was boys agenst girls. It took a long time, both teams did really well. The girls won in the end. Today was very productive and I am very proud of myself. I signed up for classes today, I did homework. I worked in the costume shop. I worked on the history thing. I went to class(this is very big because I was on time!!!! and I woke up about 3 mins before class started!!!!! Go me!!!) I do have a small cold and that bugs me! I don't really like having small colds because taking something would help yes but would make you useless and the cold doesn't even do that. Ya know. So grrrr. ARG!!!!!! Stupid cold medican. Any way I do believe that I will put the finishing touches on the history of adpi and then off to bed with me!!!!!! Night all

Well, here we go again. I am soo bussy, but not liek bussy bussy. It's more along the lines of two things that have to be done at the same time so I have to pick which one to do. I hate when this happens. I am currently taking a break from homework to write this. Next I will be running around the room. Then back to the homework. So anyway. Recently I've been hanging out with this guy named Brett. He is a lot of fun and really nice. Everyone asks if we are dating but we aren't. I hate when people come up and go "are you two dating" and when I say "no" they say "you should ya'll look cute together". I ask you when does looking cute together mean that you would have a good relationship?? Since when does looking cute together even matter!!! I mean come on people enough with the outside apperence!!! I don't care that we look cute together!! I will not start a relationship with someone simply because we look cute together. hell I won't even start a relationship with some one when I acutally like them untill we have been friends first for some time. I have this whole old time thing going on I know but that is just how it goes. I don't really get attratced to someone untill I've been friends with them for a while. I at least want to know that this person isn't going to go crazy and rape me or hit me or stuff like that. Sorry that is just the way I am. I believe in the whole courting thing. Go out first spend some time together, get to know one another and then if you feel like it, start a boyfriend girlfriend relationship. But don't just jump into it. It makes my head hurt when people just meet and then start dating. You can not start a relationship simply bassed on out side apperences. At least I can't. Oh well. I guess I should go run around my room for a sec then go back to the homework.

Current Location: my dorm
Current Mood: content

I have a date to formal which is Friday!! Yay date!!! I am really excited. I just asked him today, I feel kinda bad about the short notice. But I don't even have a dress yet. so Yeah. Well I have a shit load of homework so got to get to that.

Well I am back in AL been here for a bit, but just haven't had the time to write anything. I am way behind in school work because of the week that I was sick. So I am really bussy doing all that. I am also doing the step show for ADPi, which I didn't know I was doing. I made a half dress today, for the half man half woman in the play we are doing.

So con... yeah that was fun!!! I had a blast. Met many new friends, PJ, a dude from Williamsburg (???) John from VT..and some other place 1:30 away. I slept on him, he was really comfy and very sexy. teehee. Well I must go. My mom is comeing soon. To take me home so I can pack and then get on a bus to go back to school. I will miss my home so much. I love it here. Even if some people are asses here, most are ok and fun. Well must go

Well... today was a better day. I didn't go to Roanoke with Hannah and Cece. I went to the movies with my mom and my nephew. I just don't think I could have taken being fake for that long. Ya know. The Con was great!!! I have met so many people here that I fully enjoy!!! I really hope to stay in touch with them. There are a few here that I wouldn' mind being able to become really close to them. But Oh my god sleepy!!! Must go sleep. Night

Current Mood: very

Yeah ok... so well yesterday sucked! I went out with Hannah and Cece. That wasn't really the bad part. The sucky part was that not only did Hannah decided to big the biggest pain in the ass by being compleatly high she decided it would be a great idea to tell me that not only did Chris (my ex) get high while we were together he was high everytime he came to see me. The one thing I asked him not to do he did every single time he saw me. What he couldn't be around me unless he was high??!!! WTF!!!!! So through out dinner I have to pretend that I'm not screaming on the inside with anger and unbleavible rage. I really should have gotten a fucking acadamy award for that performance. I mean really. Not only was I shacking with rage, I sat there and listend to her tell me that he used to talk about me all the time and that he was obsessed with me. Oh then to make the night just perfect... Cece confirms that yes indead Chris and Hannah had sex with each other. I kinda find it sad that Hannah has to take up my left overs. The past what 2 boyfriends that I broke up with she has decided to shack up with. So Cece drove me back to the hotel... because I am staying there because of Con. So anyway Cece drove me back to the hotel where as soon as I found Becca I start crying like crazy, scream and cuss my brain out and then fall to the floor in such a wave of sadness. He lied to me. He played me. He made me look like a compleat fool. I thought of him as my best friend, my confedont, and all that wonderfull stuff. Then I find out this. I asked him not to get high around me because this one time he turned mean. On a good note... there are hot guys here at the Con. I do believe I will back out of going to the park tonight with these liers and bitches and stay here and flirt. teehee. Well I need to go play with these wonderfull people. I hate Hannah and Chris. Can't decide on Cece

Current Mood: angry

I am now sitting in my favorite coffee house drinking my favorite coffee ever!!! Hazelnut!! The best coffee known to man!! Today should be a good day. I am waiting on Becca to get here. I haven't seen her in a long time and I can't wait. Last night was crazy. My sisters name is in that list of people who are wanted for some reason or another by the Roanoke police. So we had to go and find internet I could use so we could find out why the fuck her name is on this list. We still don't know. So I wasted like 4 hours of my life looking. We found internet in the parking lot of wendy's. This cop kept driving by and looking at us. I was sure we were going to get arrested for drugs or some thing. I mean who sits in the Wendy's parking lot, after sitting in the Kmart parking lot???!! I mean really??!!! Drug dealers thats who!!! Well Drug dealers and me and my mom trying to find out why the cops want my sister. So I have no clue what we are going to do about that. But eh!! Today should be fun. Yum coffee!!!! Oh and this weekend should prove interesting. I will be going out dancing on Friday and Saturday. So that should be fun. I leave for AL on sunday. Well I should get off here and enjoy my yummy hazelnut coffee and wait on Becca.

Current Mood: content

Well one of the guys I like was at my show tonight. I was really excited. But of course he had a girl with him who hung all over him!! Damn!!! Why is it that all the guys I like are unatanable?? I mean really what is that??!!! Either they are gay or they have a girlfriend or they have so many friends that are girls that hang all over them its to hard to have a relationship with them!!! Shit!!!!! I don't really want a boyfriend right now but I would like to at least have a chance ya know!!! Oh well. I guess it just wasn't ment to be.

My stomic linning is gone. It was either eatin away by a medican I was on, (I've stoped taking it in a hope that my stomic will feel better) or my gaulblader has stoped working causing extra acid to be in my stomic eating away at my linning. Let me tell you all right now that this whole no linning thing sucks... I can't move with out sharp pain shotting through my stomic. I hurt!!!! Alot. and it sucks. If I don't get better soon, I will have to go back to the Dr. and they may have to take my gaulblader out. I hope that it won't come down to that. But hell. Oh on another sad note... I have to transport my fish on the bus and I have no clue how I'm going to do this. Any tips?? Anyway I'm going to go back to sleep. Nighty Night

Well not only am I up at 1am in the morning. I just now got out of rehursal. Normally I'm up now anyway, but I'm doing something fun, like reading a book or watching a movie. Being up this late when I want to be up this late doesn't bother me at all, but when I am told to stay up this late I get really tired. Why do our bodies work like that? I mean how fucked up is that?!!! grrrr. bugs me that my body is being such a bitch!

Oh my god!!! I woke up this morning to a text message that read "sluut" first I have no clue who this person is who wrote this. and second why the fuck can't they spell??!! I suck at spelling and I can spell slut. It made me really sad because I'm so not a slut its not even funny. I will be calling this person later and yelling at him. I don't care if it was a wrong number or not, he needs to learn how to double check his numbers. Grrrr.